Totally embarressed myself...like totally...afetr a really long time this has happened and im finding it very difficult 2 digest...ill explain wat happened in detail...
I went to this engagement party at a five star hotel...and it happened to b the engagement of one of my childhood crushes...:P...i had many so...she was one of em...and as soon as i entered the hotel...i was feeling so under dressed...i mean every1 was wearing a blazer or a suit and i was there...in a formal shirt and trousers...i mean wat was i thinking...but this is not wat im embaressed about...oh and ya...wen i entered the hall...i see this guy...wearing almost the same shirt as me..same color...same pattern...and i was like " I wanna go home"...and i actually wanted to go home..but even this is not the reason y i was embaressed...after spotting the stupid guy with the same shirt...i very tactfully stayed away from him so people dont think were like twins or sumthing...or even worse...people might think we're waiters...:P...so i with my cousins chose a safe spot from where i cud see the entire cermony...oh n that girl was looking marvellous...i will fall short of words if i satrt describing how she was looking...she was stunning...2 pretty...my jaw almost dropped wen i saw her...god she was looking pretty...forget...shes supposed 2 look pretty...its her engagement...and that guy...he looked like some shahrukh ka duplicate from mohobattein...but sum1 told me he earns 5 lakh a month...and then i started thinking again...that money is actually everything...u dont have the looks...u dont have the brains...but u have money...and u get the best girl...:P...thats not fair...chuck...back to the point...so...i saw the entire cermony happen...the couple exchanged rings...cut the cake...everybody danced...and i was so tempted to dance...and u knw i realised one thing...me n my cousins...are way much better dancers than many other people..i mean we like totally kill the song man...and these people at the party...they were so not explosive types...so sophisticated while dancing...i mean who dances sophistically????forget...we're the BEST...:P...grrrr...i always drift away from the topic...so now i had food with cousins...observing the guests all the time...making remarks about their clothes...their behaviour...the place( it was 2 good)...the couple( the girl look so pretty....sigh....)...and then we went on stage to compliment the couple n their family...and there...i goofed up like...i cant even imagine i said sumthing like that...first i was like i shudnt go 2 wish them...coz this girl im talking abt i was seeing her after ages...i mean 10 12 yrs...and thats a long time...and ithot she wudnt b remembering my name..or who i was...so we went on the stage...me with my mum dad...my uncle, aunt, cousins...and i met the girls father...he was looking so happy...i wished him..i met the guy...i congratulated him and while doin that was thinking in my mind "u lucky bastard"...and then...i saw her...and she saw me...and she was looking like the most pretty girl ive seen...ofcourse that was all makeup..but shes was looking very pretty...and then she said" thanks mannu...thanks for coming"...and normally i shud have just said congrats...all the best for the future...or sumthing like that and walked away...but i...being the nutcase...numbskull...stupid moron...i was like " U REMEMBER MY NAME"...( hides under the bed feeking embaressed)...i mean wtf...y did i even ask her that...and then i was like congratulations.. congratulations..to her n her family...we cliked a snap..and i walked off the stage...and as soon as i got off the stage...i got this mixed feeling...i was feeling nice that she remembered who i was...and i was feeling like kicking my ass...slapping myself so hard that i forget wat i just said...for asking her that nonsencical question...i goofed up bigtime...and im feeling like shit right now...may b coz ive embaressed myself after quite a long time...and coz she earns more money than me...and coz the guy shes getting married also earns more money than me...sigh...life sucks.....:...anyways i gotta go 2 work tmmrw...and im dead tired...and i hope i forget wat i told her...but im sure im gonna think abt this thing for another week b4 i return back to sanity....may god bless me...
